I’m laughing out loud. I drank too much & blacked out often. Very fortunate nothing tragic happened to me in my blackouts. I had to go to rehab twice when it was the insurance industry fad late 80’s& early 90s. Now it’s almost impossible to get into one I hear.
I’m laughing out loud. I drank too much & blacked out often. Very fortunate nothing tragic happened to me in my blackouts. I had to go to rehab twice when it was the insurance industry fad late 80’s& early 90s. Now it’s almost impossible to get into one I hear.
If anyone young is reading this NEVER "candy flip" - that is taking Ecstasy and LSD at the same time. Urgh. That's bad karma.
I'm sorry you had to go into rehab, I've always had a handle on things. Everything I have done has always been in the name of spiritual advancement. It isn't supposed to be a pleasant experience, but I found I could either meditate for twenty hours or take a couple of E's and get the same result.
My experiences from ayahuasca (which you may already have read on here), peyote and salvia divinorum were perhaps the most profound.
I remember my poor ex-girlfriend. She was an innocent 21 year old when she met me. We went to Amsterdam once. We went to the zoo and museums and so on. On Saturday, I suggested we take the most potent magic mushrooms available in Amsterdam. Much like my heroin OD, we yummed down said mushrooms, waited an hour and nothing happened.
My ex-GF shot downstairs in irritation and ordered another batch! Just as we finished this second batch, the first batch kicked in. Oh dear.
By the end of the night she was asking me her name, whether she was a female human and needed regrounding in everything she ever knew. The trip itself was ridiculously intense, but once it was over I was fine. The same couldn't be said for her.
It was a very bad idea, that took ages to go away. Well it felt like ages, cos I was speeding...
Basically ended up trying to find a dark place and to control the whooshing, spinning feeling that was so intense it hurt, and this continued well into daylight the next day.
Bright side - no long-term effects and I never touched drugs again. So there's that?
Play stupid games, you win stupid prizes. I came of age in the 70’s and saw the results of the drug and alcohol experimentation starting from the 6th grade on. Yes some people enjoyed there ‘experience’ and laugh about it like you do but for others it ruined their life and for a few it took their life.
I agree with you on being taken over/ possessed in blackout. Also, witchcraft is real and the countries that practice it are full of poverty, not a coincidence. I’m very thankful I was able to get sober. When I see clips of San Francisco, it’s scary how people are walking around like zombies .
I’m laughing out loud. I drank too much & blacked out often. Very fortunate nothing tragic happened to me in my blackouts. I had to go to rehab twice when it was the insurance industry fad late 80’s& early 90s. Now it’s almost impossible to get into one I hear.
"I’m laughing out loud"
Yeah, it's good to know you have lived. 🙂
If anyone young is reading this NEVER "candy flip" - that is taking Ecstasy and LSD at the same time. Urgh. That's bad karma.
I'm sorry you had to go into rehab, I've always had a handle on things. Everything I have done has always been in the name of spiritual advancement. It isn't supposed to be a pleasant experience, but I found I could either meditate for twenty hours or take a couple of E's and get the same result.
My experiences from ayahuasca (which you may already have read on here), peyote and salvia divinorum were perhaps the most profound.
I remember my poor ex-girlfriend. She was an innocent 21 year old when she met me. We went to Amsterdam once. We went to the zoo and museums and so on. On Saturday, I suggested we take the most potent magic mushrooms available in Amsterdam. Much like my heroin OD, we yummed down said mushrooms, waited an hour and nothing happened.
My ex-GF shot downstairs in irritation and ordered another batch! Just as we finished this second batch, the first batch kicked in. Oh dear.
By the end of the night she was asking me her name, whether she was a female human and needed regrounding in everything she ever knew. The trip itself was ridiculously intense, but once it was over I was fine. The same couldn't be said for her.
Being a psychonaut isn't for everyone.
I once tried speed and LSD at the same time.
It was a very bad idea, that took ages to go away. Well it felt like ages, cos I was speeding...
Basically ended up trying to find a dark place and to control the whooshing, spinning feeling that was so intense it hurt, and this continued well into daylight the next day.
Bright side - no long-term effects and I never touched drugs again. So there's that?
Play stupid games, you win stupid prizes. I came of age in the 70’s and saw the results of the drug and alcohol experimentation starting from the 6th grade on. Yes some people enjoyed there ‘experience’ and laugh about it like you do but for others it ruined their life and for a few it took their life.
I agree with you on being taken over/ possessed in blackout. Also, witchcraft is real and the countries that practice it are full of poverty, not a coincidence. I’m very thankful I was able to get sober. When I see clips of San Francisco, it’s scary how people are walking around like zombies .