Out of the box thought here: is there a chance that Ivermectin could help people with non-vaxx myocarditis/heart disease?
In theory, Ivermectin shouldn't help with cancer, yet it does. Perhaps we have misunderstood heart disease, just like we have seemingly misunderstood cancer.
One would think someone would be interested in a study on this, but since there's no money to be made, my guess is that it won't happen.
Agreed. And it seems that when this concept is discussed with MDs who should be interested to at least try; they're decidedly uninterested. The idea was not even necessarily related to spike-opathy but to the myocarditis process itself, regardless of cause. If one were concerned about ongoing spike related disease this would of course be a logical combination, perhaps along with nattokinase as suggested by PMC.
I am unvaxed but caught Covid in Dec of 22, and subsequently developed pericarditis and possibly myocarditis. I am a nurse so I knew immediately I had pericarditis due to the severe chest pain that worsened to unbearable when trying to lie down. Not sure if I had myocarditis as I did not want to chance going to a doctor but did have a very erratic heartbeat. I knew treatment for pericarditis was colchicine and steroids of which I had neither. So I did the next best thing and took high dose aspirin and ivermectin which completely stopped the pain after a week so I quit taking them as I was afraid of a GI bleed. Big mistake… the pain came back with a vengeance! So I restarted both for several weeks and then gradually tapered off and the pain never returned. The erratic heartbeat also improved, however, I still have occasional erratic beats and feel as though my heart is working harder than it should. I think I’m going to try this protocol to see if it helps. It may not help, but I’m quite sure it won’t do any harm… Thanks 2nd Smartest Guy
Have you looked into serrapeptase and nattokinese? My husband has been taking both for a while now, and has lowed his blood pressure somewhat with them. Don't know if either would help you with your issues, but I thought I'd just put the idea out there.
Thanks shibumi! I don’t take nattokinase but do take Serrapeptase and Lumbrokinase. I alternate them daily as recommended by Dr. Mercola. All of the fibrinolytic enzymes are good for cardiovascular disease and they prevent and break down blood clots. I think everyone should be taking at least one of them.
There is speculation out there that cancer is really a type of intra-cellular parasite. Could this be the case with heart disease? I don't know. But it seems like something we should look into.
I've never been Covid vaxxed but definitely shed on and earl 2022 started having sharp chest pains especially on my daily walks which while bearable was super uncomfortable. Flash forward, earlier this year I got pretty sick and when I couldn't beat it I took daily Fenbendazole which was the only thing that finally kicked it in the tuckus and as a bonus my chest pain went away too. These dewormer meds being repurposed are truly amazing!
Opposed to PubMed forams where you can find paid for, by the 5 billion in fruad fines pharma cartel's "scientific" testing cartel showing that Ivermectin HCQ or Fendbendazole are worthless! Where the jab is your only [cough] "Safe & Effictiev" salvation! Don't Yah just love killer frauds & connecting evil dots?
Another BLOCKBUSTER post from 2dSG !! Who IS this guy ? Hats off to him.
I was a little surprised at what seemed to me kind of a high dose of Ivermectin, but, hey,
nothing exceeds like success !!
Whatever works, my favorite "blood pressure" drug is Bacopa Moniera which I get fromWhole Foods. It's supposed to be for memory improvement in the elderly but when I took the stuff I had an "uplifiting" experience down below and my pressure dropped fairly fast as well. It seems as though it somehow spikes up Nitric Oxide production is my best guess, who knows ?
Their products are of the highest quality, Non-GMO, Gluten-free, and Vegan products. They carry a variety of nanoparticle sized products in veggie capsules and powders.
This website was recommended by Dr. Blaylock (I get his monthly newsletter)
IMHO, 24 mg is NOT a high dose of IVM. The FLCCC has specific protocols for prevention, early exposure and hospital treatment. I take a prophylactic dose of IVM once a week; if I'm feeling under the weather, I take double that dose for five days. I weigh 140 lbs [64 kg]. The recommended prevention dose is 0.2 mg / kg which - for me - is 12.8 mg. Round off to 12 mg (nearest number divisible by three). My dose for "feeling crummy" is 24 mg per day (double the prevention dose) for five days. NOTE: If one is sicker than "feeling crummy", the FLCCC protocol recommends triple the prevention dose. P.S. The "early treatment dose" for a friend - a large man - is SIX times what mine would be. That is, it varies!
For prevention of COVID, the FLCCC recommends 0.2 mg of IVM / kg of weight (186 lbs is 84 kg). Your dose would be 84 x 0.2 = 16.8. The tabs offered at the bottom of the 2ndsmartestguy substack are 12 mg; rounding up to 18 mg, you'd take 1-1/2 tabs (once a week) for prevention. For early treatment of COVID, the FLCCC recommends double the prevention dose; yours would be 36 mg / day for five days. If sicker than that, the FLCCC recommends triple the prevention dose; yours would be 54 mg / day for five days. NOTE: Above are examples for COVID.
Dosing for heart injury - a brand new idea - would be trial and error!
The damage that’s been done by these experimental injections unfortunately can’t be undone. Hopefully some of the injured, the ones who weren’t killed outright will be able to live somewhat “normal” lives with treatments like the one outlined in this article. Closure will not occur, and certainly justice will not be done until all of the principal planners, perpetrators, instigators, and propagators of these slow kill bio weapon experimental injections are brought to account for committing crimes against humanity in a Nuremberg 2.0 scenario
For COVID, dose is based on severity and WEIGHT. I replied to Citizen_Jimserac (above) w/ specifics on how to calculate prevention and early treatment doses - per the FLCCC - as examples. Treatment for heart injury is a brand new idea!
For COVID, at a weight of 200 lbs [91 kg], the recommended prevention dose is 0.2 mg / kg which - for you - is 91 x 0.2 = 18.2 mg. Round off to 18 mg (nearest number divisible by three) to get your prevention dose. (I take a prevention dose of IVM - 12 mg b/c I weigh less than you - once a week.) The dose for "early treatment" is double the prevention dose; yours would be 36 mg / day for five days. The FLCCC recommends triple the prevention dose, if one is sicker.
Dosing for heart injury would be trial and error, though!
The FLCCC protocols are specific to COVID. The lowest dose is for prevention (0.2 mg/kg); the middle dose (0.4 mg/kg) is for early treatment; the high dose (0.6 mg/kg) is if sicker than that. But again, those are for COVID. Heart injury is a whole new area.
IMHO, one would have to experiment w/ dose - trial and error - over time.
I have done some research after reading your articles for a long time. Anyway, there have been studies done and proof that strongyloidaisis (parasite infection) causes arthritis and diabetes. And cancer being a parasite..... so many things we thought were wrong with us, that now, out of big pharma curtain, it is not us. It is parasites. It's absolutely insane.
What is a sub anti-microbial dose of Doxycycline? And is 24mg Iver recommended, no matter your weight? Two important questions, I would love to have answered.
Unbeknownst to me, I got a dose of the spike protein back in 2017, before it was so dang popular. I've been to hell and back and lost 7 years of my life so far! But aside from that pesky little detail, I've been having scary heart issues and my cardiologist is as dumb as a box of rocks! There I said it. Wait, does obtuse sound nicer? Anyway, I sure could use some help and guidance. Thank you kindly.
Is your relative doing any sort of probiotic regimen to help with any possible gut microbiome damage (which leads to other health issues) done by the daily doxycycline?
Now that she is on the sub-antimicrobial dose there is little to no alteration to the gut microbiome, but initially she was lacto-fermenting her own cabbage and continues to do so. That is one of the best ways to build up the microbiome, better than probiotics in pill form.
So appreciate the cutting edge, current info you're providing here.
Moderna #1 & #2 recipient. Was fine for almost two years and then Bell's Palsy melted the left side of my face as I sat at my computer one evening. I felt it happening and I've never been so freaked out as when I finally became annoyed enough to go and have a look at the irritating "feelings" in my face. As I looked in the bathroom mirror in absolute horror, my face actually fell a tiny bit more and I thought I really thought I was losing my mind! I ran to the bedroom and grabbed my sleeping wife and was yelling at her, "Do you see anything wrong with my face?" over and over. She turned on the bedside lamp and her went wide as saucers and her mouth fell wide open while she just stared and said nothing. A wave of overwhelming nausea followed by what I imagine was a severe panic attack and she was yelling, "You're having a stroke, oh my god, where's my phone?" and ran out of the bedroom.
Three hours later, the ER doctor diagnosed Bell's Palsy with an onset caused by the "Zoster" something or other, "Shingles Virus" he had mentioned as he was distractedly doing everything, but giving any sort of straight answer besides "go to your PCP asap and follow up with treatment regimen after completing the steroidal, eye drop and some other thing he didn't explain which turned out to be an extremely confusing dosing schedule that I had to do my own research to understand. (Incidentally, I learned from said research that my immune system would be completely shut down during the course of the cortical steroid prescribed which in hindsight seemed a very stupid thing to do with Covid supposedly running amok through the entire world!)
Here's where my vaccine education began: Upon making an appointment with my PCP, which was initially scheduled for three and a half weeks later, I had to be in full swing "doctoral road rage" and verbally menacing through their online messaging system, quoting risks due to untimely treatment of Bell's Palsy and promising extreme civil and criminal action before they rescheduled me for the next morning! Unfortunately, early the next morning a couple of hours before my appointment, my doctor replied to my messages where I went into length about my thoughts and concerns about my condition being vaccine related. (I had found a website entitled, "How Bad Is My Batch," where a godsend of a man had managed to get his hands on the complete VAERS reports thus far and so used them to create a sort of spreadsheet-like data field listing the vaccine injuries being reported thus far in relation to the batch number as reported. I had immediately noticed there were an enormous number of batch numbers and then with a dread I've never experienced before looked on in absolute horror at the tens of thousands of reported injuries and the very high number of types of injuries that detailed at least four or five different biological systems that to me seemed obvious there should be no relationship to each other. It's still up, though it's had many problems remaining so over the years. It's a clear look at the callousness of what has been perpetrated upon humanity by these supposed human beings claiming to share our species!) And this was the second of the "one-two-punch" delivered that day. He had been very vague in his responses, then told me to "hold off" on coming to my appointment until I received his next, soon to arrive message.
Twenty minutes later I opened his next message and was formally informed that I was "kicked out" of his medical group, would not be seen for my current, ongoing treatment at any of their clinics or labs and I was also banned from the entire local hospital system and services! My online access to my medical records was being revoked as I was reading his message, and the most unbelievable part of his message was the reasons listed why such extreme actions were being taken. My doctor stated that I was personally violent, threatening, mentally unstable and that he felt very unsafe in my presence with a few more choice adjectives added I would have thought reserved for psychotic and unstable felons at their parole hearings!
It took me a whole day to realize that I no longer had access to prescriptions I was strictly not supposed to just stop taking for any reason and in 3-4 days I would be doing just that! I have never been so terrified in my life, I was in a panic and just did the thing I knew from work... Research, research and more research! I couldn't believe what I was finding and where I had to find it. I actually had a couple different nurses and one doctor direct me to install a VPN and then contact them at what turned out to be their personal web pages and blogs. Bless their caring, loving hearts! They shared what was happening, but could offer no reasoning behind it. They thought it was insane and related that it wasn't just here in America. The entire world ha gone off the rails and all medical personnel were being threatened, physically threatened, to do what they were told lest they wind up patients themselves! The entire world had just been yanked out from under my feet and they had planned well when to do it, I was without a clue or hope and everything I ever knew and trusted - even my country! - became very dark, dangerous and surreal! For weeks I lost myself in the internet looking for any glimmer of hope anywhere.
After some weeks and finding very little on what one could "do" to help themselves, my wife had developed that certain look I had seen in other's, but never once in her lovely eyes. A few more weeks of my actual disassociation from civilization and retreat to the internet which was beginning to yield some actionable information and a couple new and so very needed friendly and supportive voices in the late night chat rooms where we all admitted to one another we felt sure was our only hope at returning to any sort of sane version of our former lives, and it was absolutely undeniable, she was sure I'd fallen off my precarious perch, descending rapidly into the abyss of total insanity! I couldn't blame her, it "was/is" absolutely nuts to think something like this could happen, never mind trying to convince another who hadn't taken the vaccine due to her doctor's denial for complications too great to warrant the risks. How do you convince someone who's doctor is seemingly protecting her from the very things I'm accusing them all of conspiring to have done to me? In less than six months our marriage of twenty-four years was summarily ended with scowls and derisive looks from all in attendance. She wasn't cruel or vindictive, but just cold and distant. I thought I would die right there upon hearing the pronouncement. It hit me like a shotgun right in the chest and I burst out, wailing a horrific, sobbing "No!" followed by free-range balling like a baby that totally freaked out the entire court room to the point I was escorted out and advised to not loiter, harass or otherwise lose my mind near their edifice of utter sanity and orderly conduct!
I'm not proud of this, but as he was admonishing me, I was locked onto his sidearm and actually feeling relief at the thought of one or two bullets ending all the unbearable pain and... "Hey! You're strong.
They're dying.
Everyday.
Alone.
Scared.
They'll listen."
He handed me a card.
"You're team leader.
Y'all got ambushed.
Regroup.
Triage.
Counter offensive.
Bring em home!"
I was thinking how crazy it was that all the men in my family going back to WWI fought in wars, some in multiple! Except me. I was born of war, but couldn't go.
I was at my lowest point, ready to give up and disgrace my family!
A soldier appears with my war, my team and my orders!
I always hated the idea of modern warfare with no clearly defined bad guys.
I mean, I was raised by veterans of WWII, Korea and Vietnam!
Imagine if Covid hadn't occurred as it did, we would not have this otherwise impossible opportunity to wage this war against honest to god Evil-Axis-Baddies.
Out of the box thought here: is there a chance that Ivermectin could help people with non-vaxx myocarditis/heart disease?
In theory, Ivermectin shouldn't help with cancer, yet it does. Perhaps we have misunderstood heart disease, just like we have seemingly misunderstood cancer.
One would think someone would be interested in a study on this, but since there's no money to be made, my guess is that it won't happen.
Yes.
Agreed. And it seems that when this concept is discussed with MDs who should be interested to at least try; they're decidedly uninterested. The idea was not even necessarily related to spike-opathy but to the myocarditis process itself, regardless of cause. If one were concerned about ongoing spike related disease this would of course be a logical combination, perhaps along with nattokinase as suggested by PMC.
I am unvaxed but caught Covid in Dec of 22, and subsequently developed pericarditis and possibly myocarditis. I am a nurse so I knew immediately I had pericarditis due to the severe chest pain that worsened to unbearable when trying to lie down. Not sure if I had myocarditis as I did not want to chance going to a doctor but did have a very erratic heartbeat. I knew treatment for pericarditis was colchicine and steroids of which I had neither. So I did the next best thing and took high dose aspirin and ivermectin which completely stopped the pain after a week so I quit taking them as I was afraid of a GI bleed. Big mistake… the pain came back with a vengeance! So I restarted both for several weeks and then gradually tapered off and the pain never returned. The erratic heartbeat also improved, however, I still have occasional erratic beats and feel as though my heart is working harder than it should. I think I’m going to try this protocol to see if it helps. It may not help, but I’m quite sure it won’t do any harm… Thanks 2nd Smartest Guy
Amazing story Patricia, thank you for sharing!
Have you looked into serrapeptase and nattokinese? My husband has been taking both for a while now, and has lowed his blood pressure somewhat with them. Don't know if either would help you with your issues, but I thought I'd just put the idea out there.
Thanks shibumi! I don’t take nattokinase but do take Serrapeptase and Lumbrokinase. I alternate them daily as recommended by Dr. Mercola. All of the fibrinolytic enzymes are good for cardiovascular disease and they prevent and break down blood clots. I think everyone should be taking at least one of them.
Are you thinking maybe a canine-like “heartworm”-like parasite as a potential novel mechanism in some cardiovascular conditions?
Maybe. I don't know. (insert shrug emoji here)
There is speculation out there that cancer is really a type of intra-cellular parasite. Could this be the case with heart disease? I don't know. But it seems like something we should look into.
Consider Hulda Clark’s studies- The Cure for All Cancers. A forerunner of parasitic detoxing...
A parent's 'bladder cancer' was a parasite from snail urine!
It moved throughout the body...
ended setting up shop in the bladder...
Ivermectin could have potentially cured was never considered an option in USA.
I've never been Covid vaxxed but definitely shed on and earl 2022 started having sharp chest pains especially on my daily walks which while bearable was super uncomfortable. Flash forward, earlier this year I got pretty sick and when I couldn't beat it I took daily Fenbendazole which was the only thing that finally kicked it in the tuckus and as a bonus my chest pain went away too. These dewormer meds being repurposed are truly amazing!
Any chance you could point me in the right direction on fendendazole dosage? Thanks!
Here you go!
https://www.fenbendazole.org/fenbendazole-information/fenbendazole-dosage-guide/
Excellent work and thank you!
This is the value of forums like this and those who get the information out there.
Well done!!
Opposed to PubMed forams where you can find paid for, by the 5 billion in fruad fines pharma cartel's "scientific" testing cartel showing that Ivermectin HCQ or Fendbendazole are worthless! Where the jab is your only [cough] "Safe & Effictiev" salvation! Don't Yah just love killer frauds & connecting evil dots?
Another BLOCKBUSTER post from 2dSG !! Who IS this guy ? Hats off to him.
I was a little surprised at what seemed to me kind of a high dose of Ivermectin, but, hey,
nothing exceeds like success !!
Whatever works, my favorite "blood pressure" drug is Bacopa Moniera which I get fromWhole Foods. It's supposed to be for memory improvement in the elderly but when I took the stuff I had an "uplifiting" experience down below and my pressure dropped fairly fast as well. It seems as though it somehow spikes up Nitric Oxide production is my best guess, who knows ?
WholeFoods is owned by the CIA's Amazon -- source elsewhere if possible.
Got it, I will !
Thanks !
You can get Nano Bacopa Monnieri at One Planet Nutrition:
https://www.oneplanetnutrition.com/index.php
Their products are of the highest quality, Non-GMO, Gluten-free, and Vegan products. They carry a variety of nanoparticle sized products in veggie capsules and powders.
This website was recommended by Dr. Blaylock (I get his monthly newsletter)
Checked them out, looks good.
Following is off topic but will ask anyway...
Now for the impossible to find stuff, particularly with the Ukraine war going. on:
1. Russian "Spurge", I don't know the Russian name but the Latin name is Euphorbia Pallas.
2. Yarutka - that is the Russian name for a weed with some curious properties. Unless I'm mistaken, the Latin name is Thlaspi Arvense.
I don't know if the Chinese know about this one, nor do I know the Chinese name if they do.
Thank you , did not know about them.
I will check them out.
CJ
IMHO, 24 mg is NOT a high dose of IVM. The FLCCC has specific protocols for prevention, early exposure and hospital treatment. I take a prophylactic dose of IVM once a week; if I'm feeling under the weather, I take double that dose for five days. I weigh 140 lbs [64 kg]. The recommended prevention dose is 0.2 mg / kg which - for me - is 12.8 mg. Round off to 12 mg (nearest number divisible by three). My dose for "feeling crummy" is 24 mg per day (double the prevention dose) for five days. NOTE: If one is sicker than "feeling crummy", the FLCCC protocol recommends triple the prevention dose. P.S. The "early treatment dose" for a friend - a large man - is SIX times what mine would be. That is, it varies!
How much do you weigh?
186
For prevention of COVID, the FLCCC recommends 0.2 mg of IVM / kg of weight (186 lbs is 84 kg). Your dose would be 84 x 0.2 = 16.8. The tabs offered at the bottom of the 2ndsmartestguy substack are 12 mg; rounding up to 18 mg, you'd take 1-1/2 tabs (once a week) for prevention. For early treatment of COVID, the FLCCC recommends double the prevention dose; yours would be 36 mg / day for five days. If sicker than that, the FLCCC recommends triple the prevention dose; yours would be 54 mg / day for five days. NOTE: Above are examples for COVID.
Dosing for heart injury - a brand new idea - would be trial and error!
Intriguing !
Thanks.
The damage that’s been done by these experimental injections unfortunately can’t be undone. Hopefully some of the injured, the ones who weren’t killed outright will be able to live somewhat “normal” lives with treatments like the one outlined in this article. Closure will not occur, and certainly justice will not be done until all of the principal planners, perpetrators, instigators, and propagators of these slow kill bio weapon experimental injections are brought to account for committing crimes against humanity in a Nuremberg 2.0 scenario
How much do you weigh? I’m a 200 pound man. I’m asking so I know if 24 mg of ivermectin is in the ballpark of what I should take.
My relative is quite heavy, she's around your weight.
Well, dinner conversation is going to be interesting...
That's kinda like responding in the affirmative as to whether those pants make her butt look big.
I'm rethinking that 2nd Smartest guy label... ;-)
In all honesty, thank you for this info!
Here's a link to the dosage if you're doing it lin the liquid form:
https://www.barnhardt.biz/2022/07/13/stickypost-ivermectin-1-livestock-injectable-solution-which-humans-take-orally-by-drinking-it-full-dosage-conversion-table/
For COVID, dose is based on severity and WEIGHT. I replied to Citizen_Jimserac (above) w/ specifics on how to calculate prevention and early treatment doses - per the FLCCC - as examples. Treatment for heart injury is a brand new idea!
For COVID, at a weight of 200 lbs [91 kg], the recommended prevention dose is 0.2 mg / kg which - for you - is 91 x 0.2 = 18.2 mg. Round off to 18 mg (nearest number divisible by three) to get your prevention dose. (I take a prevention dose of IVM - 12 mg b/c I weigh less than you - once a week.) The dose for "early treatment" is double the prevention dose; yours would be 36 mg / day for five days. The FLCCC recommends triple the prevention dose, if one is sicker.
Dosing for heart injury would be trial and error, though!
200lbs is 90.9kg, so 0.2mg/kg is 18.18mg. You are covered with your 24mg dose. If you get sick you can increase your dose per the FLCCC protocol.
The FLCCC protocols are specific to COVID. The lowest dose is for prevention (0.2 mg/kg); the middle dose (0.4 mg/kg) is for early treatment; the high dose (0.6 mg/kg) is if sicker than that. But again, those are for COVID. Heart injury is a whole new area.
IMHO, one would have to experiment w/ dose - trial and error - over time.
Yes, but they do give one a starting point for dosing options.
2SG,
I have done some research after reading your articles for a long time. Anyway, there have been studies done and proof that strongyloidaisis (parasite infection) causes arthritis and diabetes. And cancer being a parasite..... so many things we thought were wrong with us, that now, out of big pharma curtain, it is not us. It is parasites. It's absolutely insane.
Great news on the study and your relative. You saved her life.
What is a sub anti-microbial dose of Doxycycline? And is 24mg Iver recommended, no matter your weight? Two important questions, I would love to have answered.
Unbeknownst to me, I got a dose of the spike protein back in 2017, before it was so dang popular. I've been to hell and back and lost 7 years of my life so far! But aside from that pesky little detail, I've been having scary heart issues and my cardiologist is as dumb as a box of rocks! There I said it. Wait, does obtuse sound nicer? Anyway, I sure could use some help and guidance. Thank you kindly.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7477297/
The Role of Oxytocin in Cardiovascular Protection
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/22435448/
Oxytocin in the heart regeneration
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29241711/
l-Carnitine and heart disease
Thank you. I’ve forwarded this to my sister in law who has friends with Covid jab heart damage.
Excellent article!
Is your relative doing any sort of probiotic regimen to help with any possible gut microbiome damage (which leads to other health issues) done by the daily doxycycline?
Now that she is on the sub-antimicrobial dose there is little to no alteration to the gut microbiome, but initially she was lacto-fermenting her own cabbage and continues to do so. That is one of the best ways to build up the microbiome, better than probiotics in pill form.
And Ivermectin protects the microbiome.
Always love your success posts. Happy for you both.
I am hoping that there is hope for the v@xxed.
Bob. Dr. Kendal & Dr. Judy Mikovits [from Facuci whistleblowing fame] recommend DMG for the jab damaged! Something to do with the methylation process,
Hi 2nd Smartest -
Just subscribed!
So appreciate the cutting edge, current info you're providing here.
Moderna #1 & #2 recipient. Was fine for almost two years and then Bell's Palsy melted the left side of my face as I sat at my computer one evening. I felt it happening and I've never been so freaked out as when I finally became annoyed enough to go and have a look at the irritating "feelings" in my face. As I looked in the bathroom mirror in absolute horror, my face actually fell a tiny bit more and I thought I really thought I was losing my mind! I ran to the bedroom and grabbed my sleeping wife and was yelling at her, "Do you see anything wrong with my face?" over and over. She turned on the bedside lamp and her went wide as saucers and her mouth fell wide open while she just stared and said nothing. A wave of overwhelming nausea followed by what I imagine was a severe panic attack and she was yelling, "You're having a stroke, oh my god, where's my phone?" and ran out of the bedroom.
Three hours later, the ER doctor diagnosed Bell's Palsy with an onset caused by the "Zoster" something or other, "Shingles Virus" he had mentioned as he was distractedly doing everything, but giving any sort of straight answer besides "go to your PCP asap and follow up with treatment regimen after completing the steroidal, eye drop and some other thing he didn't explain which turned out to be an extremely confusing dosing schedule that I had to do my own research to understand. (Incidentally, I learned from said research that my immune system would be completely shut down during the course of the cortical steroid prescribed which in hindsight seemed a very stupid thing to do with Covid supposedly running amok through the entire world!)
Here's where my vaccine education began: Upon making an appointment with my PCP, which was initially scheduled for three and a half weeks later, I had to be in full swing "doctoral road rage" and verbally menacing through their online messaging system, quoting risks due to untimely treatment of Bell's Palsy and promising extreme civil and criminal action before they rescheduled me for the next morning! Unfortunately, early the next morning a couple of hours before my appointment, my doctor replied to my messages where I went into length about my thoughts and concerns about my condition being vaccine related. (I had found a website entitled, "How Bad Is My Batch," where a godsend of a man had managed to get his hands on the complete VAERS reports thus far and so used them to create a sort of spreadsheet-like data field listing the vaccine injuries being reported thus far in relation to the batch number as reported. I had immediately noticed there were an enormous number of batch numbers and then with a dread I've never experienced before looked on in absolute horror at the tens of thousands of reported injuries and the very high number of types of injuries that detailed at least four or five different biological systems that to me seemed obvious there should be no relationship to each other. It's still up, though it's had many problems remaining so over the years. It's a clear look at the callousness of what has been perpetrated upon humanity by these supposed human beings claiming to share our species!) And this was the second of the "one-two-punch" delivered that day. He had been very vague in his responses, then told me to "hold off" on coming to my appointment until I received his next, soon to arrive message.
Twenty minutes later I opened his next message and was formally informed that I was "kicked out" of his medical group, would not be seen for my current, ongoing treatment at any of their clinics or labs and I was also banned from the entire local hospital system and services! My online access to my medical records was being revoked as I was reading his message, and the most unbelievable part of his message was the reasons listed why such extreme actions were being taken. My doctor stated that I was personally violent, threatening, mentally unstable and that he felt very unsafe in my presence with a few more choice adjectives added I would have thought reserved for psychotic and unstable felons at their parole hearings!
It took me a whole day to realize that I no longer had access to prescriptions I was strictly not supposed to just stop taking for any reason and in 3-4 days I would be doing just that! I have never been so terrified in my life, I was in a panic and just did the thing I knew from work... Research, research and more research! I couldn't believe what I was finding and where I had to find it. I actually had a couple different nurses and one doctor direct me to install a VPN and then contact them at what turned out to be their personal web pages and blogs. Bless their caring, loving hearts! They shared what was happening, but could offer no reasoning behind it. They thought it was insane and related that it wasn't just here in America. The entire world ha gone off the rails and all medical personnel were being threatened, physically threatened, to do what they were told lest they wind up patients themselves! The entire world had just been yanked out from under my feet and they had planned well when to do it, I was without a clue or hope and everything I ever knew and trusted - even my country! - became very dark, dangerous and surreal! For weeks I lost myself in the internet looking for any glimmer of hope anywhere.
After some weeks and finding very little on what one could "do" to help themselves, my wife had developed that certain look I had seen in other's, but never once in her lovely eyes. A few more weeks of my actual disassociation from civilization and retreat to the internet which was beginning to yield some actionable information and a couple new and so very needed friendly and supportive voices in the late night chat rooms where we all admitted to one another we felt sure was our only hope at returning to any sort of sane version of our former lives, and it was absolutely undeniable, she was sure I'd fallen off my precarious perch, descending rapidly into the abyss of total insanity! I couldn't blame her, it "was/is" absolutely nuts to think something like this could happen, never mind trying to convince another who hadn't taken the vaccine due to her doctor's denial for complications too great to warrant the risks. How do you convince someone who's doctor is seemingly protecting her from the very things I'm accusing them all of conspiring to have done to me? In less than six months our marriage of twenty-four years was summarily ended with scowls and derisive looks from all in attendance. She wasn't cruel or vindictive, but just cold and distant. I thought I would die right there upon hearing the pronouncement. It hit me like a shotgun right in the chest and I burst out, wailing a horrific, sobbing "No!" followed by free-range balling like a baby that totally freaked out the entire court room to the point I was escorted out and advised to not loiter, harass or otherwise lose my mind near their edifice of utter sanity and orderly conduct!
I'm not proud of this, but as he was admonishing me, I was locked onto his sidearm and actually feeling relief at the thought of one or two bullets ending all the unbearable pain and... "Hey! You're strong.
They're dying.
Everyday.
Alone.
Scared.
They'll listen."
He handed me a card.
"You're team leader.
Y'all got ambushed.
Regroup.
Triage.
Counter offensive.
Bring em home!"
I was thinking how crazy it was that all the men in my family going back to WWI fought in wars, some in multiple! Except me. I was born of war, but couldn't go.
I was at my lowest point, ready to give up and disgrace my family!
A soldier appears with my war, my team and my orders!
I always hated the idea of modern warfare with no clearly defined bad guys.
I mean, I was raised by veterans of WWII, Korea and Vietnam!
Imagine if Covid hadn't occurred as it did, we would not have this otherwise impossible opportunity to wage this war against honest to god Evil-Axis-Baddies.
It's all impossible at worst, unlikely at best.
And yet here we are...
Meant “sense” not “since”…