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Your testimony was very painful to read. It is something I struggle with very much.

Battle fatigue. Staring into the void, you become the void.

The difficulty with per capita numbers in the US is that the open border means that no one knows how big the population really is. The numbers are a mess. It's how they hide their crimes. They are hiding their crimes so very well everywhere in different ways. Something has captured our governments, our communities, our families. We have to decide what's important now.

My sincere condolences on your loss. This is devastating. We lost a fighter.

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Staring into the void for the last few years has been extremely painful - I agree. The Horror Show of realisation. Standing our ground. Losing so much. All our remaining delusions of life shattering. I hope you can find HOPE in the present moment as I have done. Swimming in the sea this morning at 6 am, riding my bike, reading Terry Pratchett, writing crazy short stories... whatever floats your boat. I have nothing left but I have found a real freedom in that. I hope that you can too.

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Well...it's a lot less lonely now than when I saw building 7 fall but I am getting really tired.

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I can only imagine the frustration felt by people who have been 'awake' a lot longer than I have. I am just very grateful that I came off anti depressants in January 2020 which enabled me to suddenly see everything very clearly - just in time for this latest manipulation plan. People are waking up - I do not know if it can make a real difference - part of me ignores it and disappears into my own simple life while I can - part of me watches in fascinated horror. But I am thankful I am not the only one to see it. Best wishes to you.

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A new generation of Warriors is rising friend. My eyes have only been open 3 years, but my AFFECT on others is palpable.

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Screaming into it helps :)

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We are fighting demonic forces. Around the world. There’s more to this than meets the eye, and if God’s people do not repent, this nation is done for. I look at these ‘rulers’ and what I see is not human.

If we, as the army of the Most High do not march on our knees, we will lose this battle.

But......Isaiah 40

“28 Have you not known? Have you not heard?

The Lord is the everlasting God,

the Creator of the ends of the earth.

He does not faint or grow weary;

his understanding is unsearchable.

29 He gives power to the faint,

and to him who has no might he increases strength.

30 Even youths shall faint and be weary,

and young men shall fall exhausted;

31 but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength;

they shall mount up with wings like eagles;

they shall run and not be weary;

they shall walk and not faint.

10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in His mighty power. 11 Put on the full armor of God, so that you are able to stand against the schemes of the devil. 12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the worldly forces of this darkness, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.

Ephesians 6:10-12

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Amen. Come, Lord Jesus, come.

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This is a huge problem that I wrote about a couple months ago. It's super important to be able to process this without getting down!

https://simulationcommander.substack.com/p/the-importance-of-screaming

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This was wonderful thank you. I like screaming with my fellow Australians from developing countries and the former Soviet bloc. (OF COURSE governments are all murdering criminals wow - one would have to be a total moron to think otherwise).

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Glad you liked it! It's tough to stay sane but we can do it as long as we keep our sense of humor.

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